I'm really worried about Saturday.
I'm really worried about my friends. Certain ones. Who seem to care an awful lot about me.
What if they're hurt when they see me with him there a lot?
...like, I don't even know how to bring it up with him.
Maybe I'll be lucky and he'll come on here and see this.
(Yeah guys! Actually I think I only have girls following this but that's okay I meant it generally! I actually have somebody else coming on...occasionally. But occasionally is just as cool. I don't think anyone else besides me comes on an almost daily basis)
But even if he did I'd be reeaaallllyyy embarrassed.
Or please do.
Judging is okay sometimes, actually.
True feelings and stuff.
Or if you're ignorant, it might not show viable true feelings and stuff.
But I guess it would still show true feelings and stuff.
But you could also be naive and it wouldn't be as bad.
But I guess. .... Being ignorant about something like that isn't too awful in the first place.
It's just who you are. One cannot help such a thing. Why would you want to change anyways? Why would you want to help yourself not be you? You wouldn't be helping yourself...then you'd just be wasting time. Because you are you are you are you and that's a fact. No changing it. You can be you trying to be someone else, but you are always still you.
......I love that fact of life. :))