When i go back and read some of my posts, especially the personal letter (#1), I can't help but feel that I am kind of overreacting.
....but I always remind myself that, no, you actually feel that way.
Sooooo maybe he was right! Maybe I AM bipolar?
NO! YOU WERE WRONG! YOU WERE SO WRONG!
....I am not simply black and white, but gray and pink and yellow and mixtures of all things (especially through Christ, who strengthens me) odd and beautiful. Odd because you are not used to it, and beautiful because that is what I am.
And why he could not see that, after all that time, I will never know.
GOSH. why am I dwelling so much on certain past events recently? I just can't get over my mistakes....and I don't know how to. It's so embarrassing....I don't even want to tell Dr. S. .....