I kinda don't want to leave my room now, for fear that Puppy will never again appear to me...
But like I said, I'm going to take this distress out on my painting.
I can feel the artistic, energetic juices flowing already. So i must do my science, get it done in these next ten minutes, pray a little more, and finish that project in the next two hours or so.
Then I will take a bath and dare to keep moving although I will still give myself time to grieve the loss of Puppy.
I guess I don't know for sure if she's really gone or not, but I just have this feeling.